Sometimes....

Sometimes...

I welcome the night
where everything Ive done wrong
can be...
erased & changed and made...
completely right...

As my..
Consciousness..
Stays out of sight..
It...
Stays outa this fight
that Im having'with My Life path
Cause some where along the way

Life decided to...
Kick... My Ass
and leave me bleeding
Holding my teeth
As I scratch my head
In disbelief
But..
Believing is seeing
This mess...
feels like a million
little razors have run over my flesh
Feels like
My life force
is rushing away
Leaving me on the ground
breathless... with nothing
To Say.

Sometimes...
I welcome the light...
So I can see where I went wrong
and bust my ass to make it right

Try to hold on to my inner me tight
So I can defeat the inner me
that is my enemy with out...
too much of a fight

Sometimes... I wish
I could take flight
with wings that grew like
magical things
I'd fly.... right out of sight

Into the Nether Realm
where they know me
and they're ...
all ways eager to show me
Secret things..
Things not known
By most human beings

Shadow Lessons
Universal Sight
Shapeshifting  workers
That Morph in the Day light...

Sometimes... I wish...
Sometimes I might...
That I would Be...
A CHild...Of th Night