The Nothingness

I hate this feeling

But its all i know

Living inside of me

I feel it start to grow

Reaching into my brain

With a pain i cant explain

Burning me inside

Driving me insane

The worst kind of pain to feel is really self inflicted

It hurts too much to love her

but i cant stop cuz im addicted

Does she have any idea what shes doing to me?

Shes killing me

Everything i own means nothing

So id trade it all willingly

Just to have her to myself and drain the darkness filling me

I long to wrap my arms around her

To warm her when she shudders

But now im blind from spying her in the arms of others

A kiss on the cheek paralizes and penitrates the soul

Whats this strange power she has over me

Please release me

Let me go

If theres a chance in hell youll love me

Let me know

If i can never feel your kiss

Let me fade away into the abyss

To not exist would be sweet bliss

Then id become the nothingness