painfull downward spiral we watch our mum fall

I love you mum with all my heart,
It tears me up that one day we'll part,
I trust you how i would a friend how mother and daughter should be,
I try to see you often but how you are is painful to see,
We've had alot of laughs and a family who fought to live good,
But mum were your kids and need you to get of this curse of a drug,
We all hate you have this habit and we all really do try,
Some times i pretend your not on it then it breaks me down until i cry,
I accept your not your self i just wish you normal again some day,
Till then im by your side im never goin away,
I wish u saw your self through ur kids eyes you might then understand,
Everyday your closer to death stop being selfish and reach out your hand,
Its not the way it makes you look or that you pinch that leaves me done,
Its that your slipping deeper letting us slowly lose our mum,
I look in to your eyes wanting help but full of pain,
Think of us for once and try cos its driving us all insane,
You don't no how we feel were at our wits were down and low,
Your beyond our help iv realised has iv watched your habit grow,
Still your my mum that i look up to and i will always love you,
Just want you to know it hurts watching this drug take over you