Tabula Rasa

How do I take back that which changed everything?

Once one extends an invitation, thought of as a gift, something that can be refused without penalty - how do I take it back?

Why can't people even read their own blogs? Just prior to my invitation, life was bliss. I was a goddess.

Now - the voice is silent on the writing, and in the world - I am less than nothing.

I tried to rescind my invitation, to restore what was.

But once I put that energy into the universe, there was nothing I could do to take it back.

And now, it has become resentment, selfishness, and abandonment.

Why am I the only one that sees?