Reality

Sometimes I wonder where it went
I don't have it anymore, so did I just forget
This direction my life has turned
Nothing will ever be the same
I don't need yet more to learn
Everything I had before, is all that meant anything
Now nothing means anything
Everything's ending

This is supposed to be a new beginning
Not a route to routine with no meaning
Nobody asks questions
Must not go to extremes
Dreamers stop believing
Now nothing means anything

I've lost the love
Of what it meant to be me
It all fell away
To more important things

Hours of time wasted
The love was only tasted
All's lost that was created
Those parts of me sedated
I live everything that's anything I've ever hated

With no hope for love
Pain is all that's left
I don't want it
I want to forget

I want to remember when they were only lies
Impossible in my eyes
The reality of life - Better Disguised