cursed

The stars are dying
Im in a trance
From to much romance
I thought the rain was you
A thousand mistaskes
I called my father
He says I love you
In a I dont love you way the same as
you
Im chased by quick ideas
That are dropped paid taken
Tossed
Is it because I forgot my lip gloss
Or because I degrade myself by dumpster diving
Is it because I didnt ask why you dindt look me in the eyes anymore
Or because my vision blurred
When I looked at you
Or maybe because I started falling asleep
Not afraid of the seconds I lose
Is it because I make deathe catch phrases
Is it because im more afraid of love then pain
Is it because Im indifferent to your pain your addiction your laughter your lies
Is it because you ran out of questions
It must be that I stopped trying to impress you
Except with my eyes
I fall in something I thought was a chance
I ant the other palace