Master Plan...

I was so mad..
shoulda saw this comin from tha start..
what the fuck did I do so wrong..
na fuck that..
i didnt do anything wrong..
for once i wasn't in the wrong..
i was only followin my heart..
but yet down..
              beat apart..
thats it..
         thats all.
               not even guna deaal. Overdosed as he writes..
girl dont believe them hoes..
                   all they did is wat you allowed them to do.
tear us rite apart from the motha fuckin..
RUGGED DEAD start..
Calls me names only do to the anger they have for themselves,
only do to tha fact she was in the wrong and she knows it.
        always blaming everyone else for her mistakes,
leaving all her burdens and fuck-ups upon younger, weaker, delinquents with one intention....
   fuck as long as i want..
             come back when i want more..
            then maybe lead these motha fuckas on sum mor
cuzz ya know.. they dont mean shit ta me.
Kharma is on my side, she'll never turn on me, im perfect. haha chuckles all evil and shit.
You shot rite through my heart,
i shoulda saw this comin rite from the start.

BEYOND THE LIMIT OF HURT.
His label "Master Plan" shoulda been minimized as a relief and forgiving moment.
The anger, hate, remorse, sadness, depression and most of all neglect/rejection, all built up and spilt out into words. Making all fear me, if i cant be loved that why not have all fear me? he says to himself..

Then began to think...
it clicked..
"Because you will be left alone exactly how you are..right now at this very moment"...

If one scare that has no physical contact involved and the person deserved that scare.. and they dont realize that they did?
theyre obviously not worth a lick of fuckin spit to waste the energy to apologize to.

She's fuckin worthless man, and is truly a KING BABY.
You know god is real, when someone you fall for drives you to want to repent and change your life and not wanna ever be like that to another soul,
because truly the pain...
           no one should suffer that damn much..
                  nobody..
The truth is..
I wanted to make immends and be able to not cry about being alive..
you'll never understand the difference between love and hate christina..
because all you did was HATE..
and never give love a chance.
 MY LAST QUOTE YOU'LL EVER BE WORTH FOR ME TO WRITE
ABOUT EVER AGAIN.

Goodbye to the woman i love..
           but deserves to only be truly hated by me of all.