Life Goes On

Life is just a hole waiting for you to come near and be sucked in.
 I hate it. I FEEL TRAPPED!!! I can do absolutely nothing and yet
 the world changes the freaking outcome of it!!!  Gosh, what is wrong
with me? I know that you're thinking nothing is wrong and that I
am overreacting, BUT I'M NOT!!!

If I had a good reason death would be the best answer
BUT I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something is seriously wrong with me and I wish everything would
stop. Freaking out is what I do
SO DON'T STOP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
Try to and your arm will be ripped out of its socket and I will walk away
with a hysterical smile outlining my lips.
I DON'T CARE!!!

One morning I left out the house and almost got hit by a car.
I should have walked further out just on purpose. I really wish that
everything would freeze so I can get a grip on my sanity and reality.
Don't try to get inside of my head because you would just get lost.