Ramblings only you might understand

 You wrote this didn't you
I am so impressed!!!
You know I am a bibliophile
and that I would find it --
I am as always in awe
complete awe and admiration
for your many many talents
especially as your talents as a writer
How did it get here and
are you here too????
If you are lets phone and meet!!!
Forgive my directness -- you
know I have always been this way --
even my first correspondence to you was
very direct.....
Sometimes I feel I am not
nearly as complex as you are
I feel like I was born to love you
born to give you tenderness and love
I don't think that will ever change --
back then I believed all of your good byes
today I am inclined to think of them as your
one foot that always is ready to sprint out the door
and I understand -- I do the same thing too...
but at any time always I just love you and want you
and want the best for you and I and both of us
But I am slowly learning to better read your oblique
clues -- sometimes it seems by the time I figure them out
you are already out the door again until the next time when
you lovingly give me your sweet clues that I often miss
because I am just so direct in my way
I hope you understand.....
Love you always and miss you always
Your friend lover and soulmate forever!