Sky Fall Disasters

Your twisted truths of
self-destruction, sickness,
and disease of the worst
deception. The make believe
world of your sky fall disasters
entwined in fibers and missed synapses.
Your depression with a side
of split personality
topped off with bipolar cherries.
All of your mistaken notions
of idealized self benevolence
and the constant narcissistic control
you have always fed us.
I’ve spent all of my life
trying to measure up to you,
protect you, damn near worship you.
Somehow while burning hateful letters,
meant for you last night
I have come to see the truth in that
I feel sorry for you and the world
you do not see of truth and happiness
and love, good good love
that does no wrongdoing.