Losing at Life

I can't win for losing
Losing this tired game

I hate how things turn out
What my life became

Every fucking time
Things were falling into place

My happiness just hurled backward
Like being puked on in the face

It never fails to be this
Never ending roller coaster of life

Stress is killing my goddamn head
My arm aches for that old knife

I'm trying to hold on tight
To what thread of sanity remains

But my nightly sweat and tears
Falls free and leaves stiff stains

I'm trying to cooperate nicely
To go with the 'rents will and flow

But all I get is bull shit after bull shit
When eighteen hits, I'm more than ready to go