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Defence Mechanism

swirling words
tormentially form
misleading facade
of unfurling innards

that must be the purpose

who wants to soak
in realistic,
un-relentless
acidic drench?

circular jerking
painfully
painstakingly
drainingly
scour brain
for textual screams
describing reign
of a moment`s
manic mannerisms

the longer it takes
to whittle emotions
into descriptive precision
the faster they hurtle
at incalculable speeds
beyond measurable parsecs
through inner-dimension

states of being
forever
unretrievable
their very existence
deflected, deceived
by tangled words
desperately weaved

finally I understand,
THIS is the relief:

a banal
Dance of Distance
slightly advanced
yet at it`s core
a glorified Word-Search

the exercise itself
takes unretrievable
Sorrow Concentrate
mixes in
ananchronistically gathered terms
creating benign soup
of barely recognizable
suffering diluted

safely processed
to once again face
or tepidly share