My Hauntings

Why am I haunted by my Iraqi past?
Why is it my mind has caught up with me at last?
I try to hide the guilt, buried it with shame.
Fuck those idiots who claim anothers death as their fame.
The killer inside of me is who I subdue.
The killer inside of me has no real feelings for you.
Kill or be Killed is the only rule of this game.
But they don't tell you that nothing will ever be the same.
I pray for those soldiers whose lives I have drained.
To kill another man will always be in vain.