Reasons to leave

Was this a misfit? Or were you just misfit?
I wonder how could this.Lead to no interest.
 
Damn I hate that I loved you.
Now chasing you with a vengeance.
I wonder what if.
I sit and wonder how could this.
 
Long ago once a good chick.
Started hanging with hood chicks.
Started pulling some hood tricks.
Came up claiming hood rich.
 
Someway I fell for the bullshit.
Knee deep all into it.
Failed and fell into fluid.
Muddy and felt I could lose it.
 
Tried hard no to lose it.
Felt a rhyme from the music.
Songs expressing my mood lost in the lyrics going through it.
 
I'm finding reasons to leave.
I knew someway I could lose this.
I felt weak to my knees.
To leave someway I'm influenced...
 
And caught up by the shit you did.
And how I fell into it.
I know I played a fool before.
And this time I was foolish.
 
I was sickened by the subject so I had to react.
Again I felt i could fail cupid for that quick shot in my back.
He came from far away and claimed the first I met in eye contact. Love then thickened and strictend and made first contact a contract.

#Trillfisher