To Cry

Try
To hold back the tears
Control
How I handle pain
God
I say his name in vein

They run down my face
the tears I mean
All I want is to cry
To cry is all I need

To release the pain
To know how it feels to be free
My freedom
Taken by pain, hurt and distrust
Crushed
Is what I am
Ignored
Is how I feel
Tell me
Is the hatred I think he has for me real
Through these tears
I can tell you that I'm fine
When really all I want to do is cry

Why?
Do I feel this way
I try not to cry each every day
I hurt
because I'm broken
I want
because I feel empty
I ask because I care
I love
because I feel

I cry
because it releases pain
My pain
is unexplainable
So I cry to let you know it hurts