Out Of Sync

I sit quietly not thinking
The only sounds i hear are background
Have i been sitting here 5 mins or 5 hours ?
I try to formulate thoughts nothing comes
I can hear myself talking in my head
Im talking but not listening
Im emotionless to the world around me
Im in a vacuum of silence
The only sound is mine talking about the nothingness
I jump start to thought i must do this i must do that
But its vague and fuzzy no specifics
I see and hear the world around me
But it doesnt register as real
Its on the periphery of my consciousness
My eyes dart around the room i see things
But in my void it holds no relevance
My voice comes again
The clock hands have moved one quarter
15 minutes of complete blackness
No talking no thoughts
And as the world turns around me i think
That i dont belong here im out of sync


This is a departure for me as my style is rhyme
Hope you enjoy it