..like you

 
I always think kids are cool, and
some adults are interesting too,
as for experiencing some
others of
the latter
category,
death can appeal a little bit more to me than
it might otherwise do

sat in my garden for a
little bit, it was nice until
there was -

well, I thought, soon after that, even
death I suppose will
include you

sometimes one just
can't win

you hated me at first sight, I
don't hate you though,
I'm just tired, so
tired, tired of -

you are your piss-weak bitterness,
I close my eyes and ears
and then I
quite like you.