THE FEELINGS THAT NEVER LAST

I can continue to live in the darkness that is my life, I am not happy an not getting the things I need from my partner.  I need love an compassion an I get a back an harsh words that I don’t understand how they feel.  

I say I need you to love me physically an embrace me but instead I get...  You don't understand me an what im going through...


 How can I show you my love an compassion if you are not willing to accept an return it………

I want to embrace you an touch you an make love to you!!

But..Oh but  I get pushed away with an attitude an non-understanding.  
 There is no physical or emotional bond between us at all and  the mental bond, the mental bond  is down to a thread!!!

 The threads are twisted an torn ready to snap at any given moment,  I try an I try to repair the threads that have already broken mending them time an time again!!!!!    
Now Every time I repair one two break … My heart is aching beating wanting yearning,  for the love I know you have inside you.

Just once my ears want to hear those three words! Yes those three simple special words...

You know what they are, unfortunately I know, I will never hear those three words from your lips...

  There is no understanding ,  no feeling, no compassion, an no love.  

There is no love in my life but i'm  yearning wanting an needing the companionship of the one I want the most...

I am expected to put up a front so no one, no one knows the truth!

I am a woman an I need that, want that, an yearn for that love!