A Friend

I stand on the beginning of my end.
All I needed from you is to be a friend
but you couldnt even pretend
I waited for you to look for me
but Im so lost in your memory
You dont try
I keep lying to myself that you'll always be there
cause thats what you said
I so easily believed
and you easily left
like i was so wasteful
Someone that cant haunt your beautiful dreams
cause Im so nice and innocent
You told me I can always talk to you
but u lied
I was there for you like i wanted u to be
You didnt try to see
That i needed someone
You said i can count on you
but u lied..