A Handful

I've had these feelings, and the way you've expressed them, it leaves me speechless <3
Sincerely, me.

I liked the beat of this poem.  What I'm not sure about is who the "you" is.  Also, most of the poem seems as if the "I" is doing an honest inventory or assessment of herself and then I was expecting a call to action of some kind, but the last line:  "you're the monster who has her hands full."--this means that the I is staying with this person, mother, lover, or is it that it is the you's responsbility for making the I who she is?

yes i live with my mother she tells me im worthless everyday and ive been the problem child my whole life who had trouble in school and got into arguments all the time so i do know im not perfect but im getting much better and making an effort and now that im making an effort she likes me even less i think :p  aaaan thank you 2 lies XD

this so perfectly describes how i have been feeling lately.
i love that the entire poem is swimming with a sense of confusion.

thank you but its not really confusion its more anger and defiance