Every thought...

So I have loads of thoughts in my head.
They all start with one thing.
They all end with one thing.
One girl.
I'm convinced she wouldn't hurt me.
That she's going to stick around.
But things always happen.
I've never been in so deep.
My mind has never been so messed up.
To everyone else, she is just a girl.
They don't try to look beyond her disguise.
They do not try to understand.
Notice.
See the beauty within.
Feel the power she holds against you.
I don't know how else to say it.
She's incredible.
Sometimes it seems to be just a dream.
But she proves me wrong every time she comes back.
I don't know why she comes back.
I don't expect any second chances.
I'll try to get it right the first time.
If I don't, I'll lose the one girl who matters most.
But if only she could see.
What she does to me, then maybe.
Just maybe then she would understand why I'd be so devoted to her.
She seems to amaze me with the things she says.

So I have loads of thoughts in my crazy mind of mine.
Every first thought.
Every last thought.
Starts and ends with her....