Lonely For Your Sapphire Rainbow

I am so sad
I am
so very lonely
I know
that I'm not bad
nor am I
a phoney .


Dissect me
or perfect me
there's only
a you
who can
ressurect me .
I see the images
of ourselves
in a symetry
so longingly
and embracingly
I facing thee
the gold casing
is at the end
of the rainbows spree
our laughter stretched
into the sapphire sea
my feelings are etched
in all times posterity
please
don't keep , your distance
from me
my spirit  can't  , sleep
and my eyes won't see
profound
isn't deep
and there's no sand
by the sea
and my heart fails to bleep
without you
to hold onto me
I try so hard to keep
some sanity .


I need you so bad
your the only worth
I ever had  
I'm so lonely , so very lonely
so very sad
and I know , I just know
that I'm not so bad .


Dissection  , perfection  
but first tend
to the ressurrection ,
of me
the effection ,
of you
my confectionary .

My sanity protection
my first ,
my only cure selection ,
that I can see
is intervention
from the delection
I call ,
my lovely  
Natalie .