fire

i drench
myself in gasoline and can hardly breath from the fumes
i strike a
match and i am consumed with the blaze
i feel my flesh melt away
slowly in pain and then there is nothing
my nerves are gone now while i
enjoy the fire that consumes me
i still cant breath as the fire steals all the oxygen from my lungs
my head drops down for a second and jumps back up
i wiggle and scream unheard in these chains that hold me in place