widow

Id rather be another fucking tragedy  
than be a disappointment to the people who are proud of me  
Id rather lay awake than spend my life in a deep sleep  
And because of that Ill never give my soul to keep  
 
These paint black walls are closing in around you  
And yet you stay there and its only because you choose too  
You let this happen, kept coming, instead of running  
from the things you claim to me you want to get away from  
 
I have no time for people like you
the trust I give is nothing but a joke to you  
Cut it up, fry it black and let it blow away  
The body of my hazy convoluted brain  
 
I have no process, no script, no lines  
But by the time you finish reading this your mind is mine  
Good luck escaping the black widow with a dick  
Your world is something to be destroyed not fixed