Clenching to the hunger of life

Monday march 25th,2013 two people who love each other made love;and conceived a child.Soul mates linked and connected with passion. I was 3 months pregnant,and unaware.I was carrying our unborn child in my womb.I miscarried and lost our precious baby.June 18th 2013 Grief stricken and devastated.In deep turmoil so saddened every day and night.tears flow stinging my eyes soar;from sobbing the loss of you,and with angst;and tormenting pain emotionally,and physically.Blood drenched my sheets for weeks to come.Before and after I lost our fragile force of nature.Our innocent,pure life that clenched to me as I did to you my child.I tried so hard to keep you my love.We clenched to each other.Both fighting holding on to keep from losing one another.My dearest love.Eager and wanting you to stay.As you mother I struggling.Your life force wanting to have a chance.Craving the wonder of the world with deep passion and hunger.I endured sharp dull and agonizing pain.I felt your soul reaching gripping so tightly and pulling as you began to slip away as I miscarried I am so sorry sweetheart.Aching and sore heartbroken for us.I really wanted you.I know now how long and hard you held on to us as we did you once we realized the magnitude and grasped the burning beauty of your courageous efforts as the internal twisting sharp stabbing pressure tearing me apart.....My little warrior,my angel.I love you so vary much even though our destined fate wasn't to be right now.But you will again and when you do we will meet as a whole family.Your parents will embrace you into your life.With loving grateful arms.We love you and we will be together again someday.I will never recover this loss.But you will be loved when we are all ready and stronger.One day you will take your first breath and have life with us and we will adore and cherish you for ever in this world as your parents.we love you now and will love you the day you arrive.With the love of your parents to nurture and protect you as our of light.