The Way

the way she laughs
it pierces into my heart
to the depths of my soul
her giggles her voice her tone
to her beauty
to her booty
that immaculate angelic body
her unstained heart
haunts me day and night
unrelenting like a thousand regrets
i my as well fade away
into the light as it dissipates
and turns into dark
without her i don't feel alive
i feel so very dead inside
just trying to make up for not being whole
so lost and bitter
i can't handle the thought of another being with her
its almost obsessive in a way
i guess it is what it is
i hope shes happy, happy that shes happy
and im all alone
and she told me she loved me
forever and always
all the time on the phone
i blew it though i let her go
so shame and guilt dressed me so
but i still will always love
the way she laughs
that beautiful lovely deadly tone