"Broken"

My family is broken
Just like my heart ,
And it's got me smokin'
Alone in the dark ~
Im going through some changes
While things stay the same ,
A lot of different phases
Too much turmoil on the brain ~
Filled with so much hurt
It seems to never go away ,
So tell me what's a smerk
When you're just sad everyday ~
To me things only get worse
Nothings ever gotten better ,
I know I'm blessed with a curse
My cheeks only getting wetter ~
My life full of rain
It's so hard to keep going ,
I'm so close to insane
And bad memories keep snowing ~
One track mind
Depressions all I got ,
Trouble is all I find
In a cell with the door locked ~
I just can't break free
From this horrible trap ,
No one really knows me
Or will ever have my back ~
I don't do people wrong
But it's always done to me ,
And I ask how long
How long will it be ?
Till people see the truth
And keep their eyes open ,
But really what's the use
Cause it's just left me broken ~
B.