Time is on a cliffs edge

You know I don't have the same way of thinking I used to
I used to be very negative and people would like that
I would write anything sad unhappy because that was my way of thinking
But everything changes with time
and with everything comes everything
I think I have become negative again But I don't know I'm me not you
But if I could control time I could stop this
Bring it back and not become negative or become negative again
Or I could wake up next to you everyday and replay that perfect night
With change comes unhappiness
Everything has a happy ending even the unhappy ones
The point is everything has an ending and everything has a beginning
And I think i'm in the middle
If someone dies on the other side of the world
and someone is born on this side
while we just live our lives
We are complete
Someone loses someone they love more then anything
While someone gains the love of their soul mate
If I could create a hole right next to where I'm sitting
There would be no point for a door
No action would be needed
I would just slide in and out
That hole represents our lives I do believe sometimes
If time stopped would you be happy?
If it rewound would you be happy?
I would because I could relive something again
But I'm looking more forward to making those things
More things I would want to go back and relive
It all happens for a reason and we can't control time for a reason
We can get rid of it but I would still be where I am
and I would still think maybe..
I've become positive again