Ride For me...

I can read between the lines it pains me
regretting what I did things will never be the same
now I'm sad because he really liked me
And I'm mad 'cause nobody understands what I see
All the things that you said, All the effort I put in
You will never find nobody to replace what I gave to you
It's a shame I had to do it
cause baby I guarantee ya
that when you fuckin' hear this don't be mad
yeah I said it, please don't be mad
'cause it still happened,
I know I'm wrong, don't judge me
I can't believe you got to me
When you'd caress my body, hug my waist, now burns me
Only a real woman could admit her faults and thats me, yes me
And the one whose gone be hurt the most is me, can't you see
because I did it, yeah I did it
Even knowing who you are and still I did it
you're probably thinkin'
"This is crazy, All this time I'm thinkin' you were real and loyal and could ride for me"

Okay lets be honest, boy I cant lie I cheated
because you started doing all the things to me that he did
I didn't want for you to change like him and now I'm heated
but that is life and sadly things like this are really needed
and plus I knew you'd change
I tried to see you but you're "always busy doing things"
I really wished you had a better way of viewing things
I told you that, that disappearing shit will ruin things
that's why I said that I won't talk if you don't sit and LISTEN
had niggas jealous and these bitches aint no competition
you said that you weren't going no where tell me what I'm missin'
I cheated just to get my heart back and my fucking feelings
you had a feeling that I might just be your karma
and I proved your doggish instincts
It aint nothing to a G you wasn't doing shit that pleased me
there really ain't no need to spaz cause it aint worth it
all the dirt you've done you know that you deserved this
you couldn't ride with me