Push back

As I try to feel
I crumble
It's as if I hear my bones moan
Energy depleted
 unable to eat
Starving for my joy from history
 Begging for light
Haunted by defeat of the enemy
  Can't you see
I'm broken & in fetal position
     What else do you want to take from me
I'm stretched out with losses of so much
    Death pushes on me
         A whisper from somewhere far away in the galaxies
       whispers a beautiful tune in a time of gloom
    " push back "  until  death  releases you.