"Rainy Blues"

Not Long Ago,
I loved you you were my rock,my soul
So I loved you ,because you were different from
all the others I had know, because of your courage;
your skin like the earth,your mind like the ocean
and your smile not realizing how misleading your smile
But you became distant, the daily and meets, turned to
weekly calls and the calls pivoted to nothing.
I waited days,weeks and months you never showed
I came to your house,called,wrote to you but
You never acknowledged me.
Then I had learned the reason behind your indifference
I was crushed,devastated as my world shattered apart
I tried to hide the pain; and decided to move on.
Then I saw you with him and you grinned at me  
sundently it came back flooding into my chest like a tsunami
The sensation,feeling that you had left me like a castaway
from a shipwreck was more than enough
But to do what you did made it even more insufferable


                Now I know what it feels like to be an old toy
                To be thrown away for some other boy.