Dreamer

 There i am,
standing in the middle of a snow storm

Covered in icicles
yet i feel no cold

I feel no warmth.

i feel nothing

absolutely nothing...



i walk to the snow

or more like gliding

i feel my feet move

but i feel like I'm floating

towards nothing

absolutely nothing



i cry for no apparent reason,

and my tears quickly turn to ice
as it departs from my eyes

as i feel lost with in my own subconsciousness

I know nothing

Why do I know Absolutely nothing?



There
beyond the in the distance, I see

i see a light,
beautiful
and a hand waiting for me

At least that's what went through my mind

and i starting feeling some thing

hope,..

rescue...

love...



I flash over
like a teleporter

and i felt myself wanting to laugh ..

i hold on to your hand
and u pull me up..

but wen i see your face
i freeze at the surprise
the shock!



You weren't the person i wanted to be waiting for me ...

You weren't suppose to be on my plain ..

You weren't suppose to be laughing that honey coated laugh...

exposing your unusual human fangs...



Realization hit me like a ton of bricks...

I am the dreamer ... but your energy so strong ..

you've pulled me into your dream ..

taking my control away as now you become the dreamer,

you,

the one my heart has been chained to



Frustration seeps in ...

NOOOO!!


You aren't suppose to invoke me,

You aren't suppose to be here!!

i'm trying to separate myself from u

but I love that possessiveness,
though it's hard to bear!

Now you are in my dream.

I don't know what else to think,

I just the feel

of you. There's no one other.

than you.

The one that has stripped me from being the dreamer...