sick

this is how much of a sick i am im a punk,

force this bitch to swallow my spunk,

funny thing was i wasnt even drunk,

from peace to insanity i have sunk,

i will tell you how i lost my nerve,

how im no longer a fucking sheep in the herd,

my killings have made me change,

even hardened cops would call them strange,

every kill isnt a life wasted,

over the bittersweet tears ive tasted,

just for example this one guy cried,

and heres the story on how he died,

blindfolded and abducted,

taken to a rat infested warehouse,

where you cant turn you head for seeing a rat or a mouse,

handcuff his hands behind a metal pipe,

take the blindfold off restore his sight,

i lean in and cut the shirt from his back,

and watch beads of sweat trickle down from neck to ass crack,

duct tape over his mouth so he cant talk,

his eyes scream help and leave me alone,

starts to sink in that hes on his own,

fear and dread wash over his face,

as he panics and looks around the place,

feels for anything and finds a nails,

tries to free himself and fails,

i catch him and stamp on his hands and break his writs,

screaming in silence as he cries and sits,

urinates himself and sits in a puddle,

starting to give up no longer struggles,

rats run over him biting and scurrying,

i place a clock down in from of him as he starts worrying,

he looks up at me as i pull out my knife,

shallows slices into his skin not enough to threaten hsi life,

but as i do this the smell of piss turns me,

i throw up all over his face and into his cuts,

after a while insects crawl over him,

digging down into his wounds as he screams some more,

i cringe while looking at him,

fuck that shit must be sore,

time goes by and i get bored so i slice his throat,

and watch as a rat chews the slice,

everything is eating, bugs worms, rats and mice,

the vomit just drew them to him and i walk away happy,

as the smell of flesh, pee and vomit sets in quick,

this is my favourite killing the only one that ever made me sick.............................