Lie

i wish i could
wish i was good at it
or else i wouldn't be in so much shit that i am in at this point
if i could lie i would be like everyone else
doing what i want pushing for everything with no remorse
getting everything fucking every girl,
and just being the person that i am not but
if that the way i portray myself

SO BE IT because i cant change the way i am
i am what i am n nothing can change
so many has tried n the end result is the same
i try hard to change my self
make myself different
and i am the one who says fuck what people has to say
AND I CANT EVEN FOLLOW MY OWN SAYING
i am a true example of being hopeless
n worthless wen it comes to friendship n relationships

people see's me as this
others see mew as this
but whats the point of trying to change if no one likes u
that nothing i can change

changing me is like trying
trying to carve a statue out it of of of diamond
n that is just ridiculous

n i know Rome wasn't built in a day
but know one is perfect
n your opinion is your own n is accepted n heard
but nothing comforts life other than [/i]dea[/i]th [/i]