i want....

I want you to suffer
I want to show you how angry I am
slaughter your emotions and weakness
Your weakness has destroyed me
There is no need to speak

I was never your inspiration
I was never the one you yearned for
Long lost emotions buried deep in you
Should never have let you chase me
Now you are the one to run away

Your confusion caused me pain
I listened to your lies
Believing them all
Never a doubt in my mind
I can't look at you anymore,
Banishing you from my sight