"Behind the Wall"

 She envisions a life of grandeur, yet she seems to settle for mediocrity; a victim of tragic crimes that have changed her mind, but hoping the future can bring the light she seeks. 

Throughout her life she has searched for love, and has found that many men only burn for lust; so behind the wall she sits alone, hoping to be rescued and loved by a man she trusts.  

Painful memories haunt her spirit, but i don't mind what secrets her past may vent; yet she worries that i'll rush what she's not ready to share, and she'll lose me to my eager impatience. 

Having been witness to dysfunction disguised as love, and groomed to protect what most will steal; while the innocence she holds most dear has been lost and makes her tentative.  

She's never seen how wonderful love can be, so she believes that she lacks what I may need; scared to ask for reassurance, and skeptical of how her faith in me could grant her peace.

But I yearn to learn of her past distress, and support her while she reveals her deepest fears; for she now holds her suitors to endless tests to see if they will ever deserve her tears. 

Yet it seems no earthly task performed can change her norm or persuade her thoughts; for she doubts that our love can outlast her past, and turn our grounded souls into astronauts. 

Every emotion that I convey proves little to change her expectations; for she always fancied the words of her peers, and looked for acceptant recreation. 

The mission that I choose to accept, is one that i feel is possible; for all she needs is proof that pure hearts succeed, and her worries are temporary obstacles.

I long to be her every day, and hope to grant her every dream; knowing that i alone can knock down her walls, and show her everything I have to bring. 

Making previsions to accommodate her needs, for these fragile times call for a patient mind; helping her ease the stress that the world has caused, and remind her of the blissful days of summertime. 

Giving her the best of me, and showing that my love has no withdrawal; filling her spirit with seeds of certainty, hoping she releases the queen that's hidden behind her wall.