Where are you

It was too good to be true,
I should have stepped away.
But should've, would've, could've
doesn't change where i am today.
My heart's been broken by you,
now what do you have to say?
I should have known from the start,
you were only playing games.
Where, are you now? You said you'd always be there for me,
but you've dissapeared when I turn around.
Where? Where are you now? You said you meant everything you said,
you said you weren't just fooling around.
And I am stuck here now,
Waiting for just a sound.
The sound of your footsteps,
is all i'd need but instead,
I hear nothing as the sound of your voice plays in my head.
Wanted,
dead or alive,
but preferably dead.
You were the best thing to ever happen to me,
I was blind but now i see,
that you'll never be coming home.
And you're never gonna answer your phone.
I'm broken and i've been used.
It's okay;
It's what i'm used to.
As the memories flow back in my head.
Am I alive or am I dead?
Are you alive or are you dead?
Are we alive?
No my dear, we're dead.
Where are you now? You said you'd always look after me.
But now you've turned around. I can't turn my back on you,
even when you're not around. I can't keep listening for you,
when i know i'm not gonna hear a sound.
I don't like being apart,
You have broken my heart.
I don't like seeing you with her,
when i want that to be me.
You were the first i've ever loved.
So baby tell me, please,
Where are you now?
Are you even still around?
I wanted to just runaway with you,
nowadays you're nowhere to be found.
And I don't wanna be around you,
But i still wanna see that face.
Because hopefully it will remind me,
of better days.
You Broke my heart,
Where are you now?
Oh, Where are you now?
Tore it apart,
Where are you now?
Are you still around?
I knew from the start,
You wouldn't stick around.
You're nowhere to be found.
You broke my heart apart;
where are you now?
Left such a sour taste in my mouth.
You made me regret trusting you.
So baby tell me one more time how,
I should just relax,
because you would never let me down.
And how you're only smiling,
when i am around.
Was it easy to walk away?
Am I that easy to forget?
Was it easy to put me in all this pain,
well you're smiling with your cigarette?
Was it easy to hit the hay?
Because well you're sleeping,
I'm wide awake trying to forget.
Losing sleep over you,
Crying myself to sleep,
better yet.
While you're not even upset.
Where are you now? You said you'd always be here for when but you were gone when I turned around.