mechanical inhalation

Without  my perverse dreams
 or poetic flirtations,
 with periodic stumbles,
 and miss begotten disintegrations,
 full of transparent confabulations,
 murky revelations,
 metaphorical ablations,
And
clairvoyant obfuscations,
I would, I fear,
Only be
Mechanical inhalation

my love for you is new retaliation