Should I?

I want to try this
This... thing i've always been told is wrong
I am terrified of judgement

but that only makes me want it more

I know i am broken, somewhere deep inside
If only people could see that
How deep my feelings hide

Maybe if i do
All these crazy things
I will no longer be broken

Or maybe pigs shall have wings
Before my idea works
But at least i tried, right?

Too long have i been logical
Constricted by others ideas

I will make my own