Depression..

Depression is hurting me
as I sit back
watching my life follow a track
to somewhere unknown
sorrow with no reason
feelings of crying

I always try to be happy
but end up feeling crappy
nowhere to run
nowhere to go
no one to turn to
no one to care

As days go by with just a sigh
cuts are fresh
the pain of my open flesh feels so good
more days go by
scars remain by new ones are made
Depression is another imperfection of mine
as time goes one more remain
more are made

The depression gets worse and worse
I just want to curse
at what I have become
more and more i think about giving up,
giving up on life,
every time that knife
crosses my arm

I don't want to stop
I want to feel the pain I held in for so long
the more I make
the less pain I show
the less people ask if I'm "Okay?"

I wanna cry every time
but I never do
I keep it in
I'm dying on the inside
smiling on the out
there's no doubt about it
Depression hurts....