I'm Convinced I'm Not Normal

Look, I don’t usually debate things when I’m convinced but you’re annoying me.
So you go about life believing what you say is superior? Sociopath much?
All I’m saying is that suicide is man’s only control over his destiny.
God said it is wrong. You don’t have a destiny. It’s his plan!
But if I kill myself then I can cut short His plan. Oh what an omnipotent God!

What good is it to live everyday knowing I will die?
I don’t serve any purpose here and I’m not happy here anyway.
Why live a useless life and be a burden to others in the end?
They live every day in purpose.
For what?
To take care of sick me who never gave a damn?
I don’t deserve to live in this world
And even so, how are you sure the God you believe in exists?
This world seems rather God-forsaken if anything.

I would rather live my life as if there was a God to learn there wasn’t
Than live as if there wasn’t a God and learn that there was!
You don’t have any reason to take your life.
You didn’t give yourself life.
You have a purpose. This world would be different if you left it.
If people like you had control over destiny, we would be doomed. I’m glad you don’t.
I trust God.

No you don’t! I know what you think.
You lift your hands weekly to the sky. What faith is there in your confession of living a life and learning differently in death?
You faithless wretch!

And I suppose you are assuming that I don’t know what you think?
You curse a God you want to believe in.
Am I the faithless one?

Oh my gosh, I’m crazy!