what im told

i searched his face for an answer
but his coldest stare gave me nothing
i lived and breathed him for so long
that i forgot alone i was strong
he didnt even say goodbye
just left me there numb i couldnt even cry
i gave one resolute get out
and he didnt even give me enough emotion to shout
i cried i wish i died but he is gone now so are you
you two mutherfuckers made me insane i die a thousand deaths
just to take my last breath retchid ami
i doubt every one confuses sex for emotion
now im lost alone in this ocean
ive died ive drowned and lost never found
bottled emotions coy and hard why am i such a retard
ill miss them both so much i could die
and alone and cold thats what im told