gave you more

whats forever solid is lucid as rain
what felt so whole is nothing but pain
this emptiness i find stareing this wet road to ruin
is unfortunately all my own doing
i ran to you so many times but now youve moved on
and im left in this downpour of tears real pain
i never knew love would hurt so fuckin bad
as i watch everything fall away all i could have had
i deserve nothing and we both know it
i didnt realize maybe one day youd see what you were truely worth
and leave me i miss you the one the one who gave me everything
all that i could handle and more
i wish now so hard that i gave you more