I'm sorry

Im sorry im good enough for them, not even you
I wish I could be better but that will never be true
Im sorry I disappoint the ones Who care
Then they leave me, why is it never fair?
Im sorry i carry this god awful pain
I have to take it out on my skin or ill go insane
I'm sorry I can not do anything right
I'm just the freak in the way of your light
Im sorry I have these scars spread all over me
It embarrasses you, by your eyes I can see
I'm sorry I make you cry
I promise I will give it my all , I really do try