Dream

Do you ever think about how you’re gonna die?
 I think about it everyday.
 I actually fantasize about it.
 They day I finally slit my wrists
 and become free as
I’m finally fading away into a dark deep sleep
 but someone would probably find me
 as I was peacefully fading away
 but as the ambulance rushes to try and save me
 they’d say that there is nothing else we can do
she’s lost too much blood
 I’m sorry but she’s gone.
 Its kinda sad how I dream of this happening.
 And it kinda scares me how tempted
 I am to go through with it.