Reality Check

  

Once was a man so different than all the others.

He presented himself very well while out on front of others.

He spoke with confidence,he walked with meaning.

He said all the right words to sound believeing!

 

On went time with all seeming fine...

Until THE TRUTH i started seeing and boy... Had i been blind,

Blinded by all his decieveing....

 

never quite walked away completely knowing NOTHING will ever be fine..

Someday/every other day if it is not me going it is him that is leaving.

 

he always pulls me back.

My love i had for him was REAL and had so much REAL meaning!

 

I can't get over "the truth" of all his lies to try moving forward.

 All while looking into his eyes..don't want to stay sober.

 

How he doesn't realize just how much he made me want to DIE!

MY LIFE...my life, living with this feeling is my life, going on without no meaning.

No one around for the comfort or the leaning.

 

Should i stay and allow myself to be disrespected for the time being?

 

Lieing to him knowing that when closeing my eyes,...

IT IS NOT HIS FACE THAT I AM SEEING!?