Dying

I lay here dying
Drowning in a pool of my own blood
With flashes of images before my eyes
Of the life that did this to me

The pain and the frustration
The hurt and the hate
The loves I have lost
And those that will never be

The voices in my head
Turned too loud to block out
I don’t deserve life
Death is at my door

Slide the blade across your wrist
Take away all your pain
Your solution is in sight
Decide you want this no more

I grabbed the blade
To take my life
No longer in this hell
I choose not to stay

My breath grows slower
My pain is no longer
My life slowly passes
I choose to die today