springtime came early

im here alone sare you with her
while i sit here and cry theres no other reason
i cansee except that you lied to me
my heart breaks down to nothinbg
and i curl like a rolled up snail shell
i know yoou must see the horror in my face
im not surprised as im sure youve surmised
i just cant feel anymore and thats the reason im here
he hurt me so bad he broke me in two
and allthough i collect the peices i always
misplace the glue the sure thing that sticks me to you
i wanted his sociopathic emotionless love hatred
i want to help him spread hate and discontent
i gave my heart away cause it defrosted one day
and the warmth that over took my spirit
was like none id ever felt i gave me hope blue skies
and springtime came early and winters cool left you not needing a port in the storm and you left me anyway
and let it lead me away from the way i was headed just the other day