So Close

    To be so close to someone you care about and you can't help them as you watch them suffer right by your side, you begin to feel like your just a hopeless person who can't help take that pain away to help.
  They stand by your side in a pool of tears and as they look for you to sat some comforting words, all you do in that moment is just look away and say nothing.
   The next day when you wake up you find that your whole body can't move at all an you begin to cry for no reason at the moment.
    the tearful friend , you come to realize that she has no more tears to shed because she isn't hear on earth with you anymore, as you look at her body all you can say is " why didn't I just listen and help you.... Why."  After that speech you drop down to the floor and begin the tears that the friend left this world with.