Thoughts20

Last night the cool air moved me
While I listened to Sunn O)))
Then I listened to Sonic Youth
Then to Electric Wizard
All while reading Fight Club
And texting my friend
It was, in hind sight, a peaceful night

I woke up from a dream today
Although, I can't recall it
Melancholy hung in the air of my room
So I laid there until it went away
So I laid there another hour longer
Got up
Got a clean shirt
Opened my door
Was greeted by the blinding sun

Pretty much every day is sunny with these little blue pills called Viibryd
40mg
One in the morning
After breakfast
I'm not exactly sure what they do, chemically
I don't really care
They make the depression go away
And that's all that really matters

I need to find a hobby
Something I can do outside
In the sun
With my hands
Something I can work on
Something that can harden my body and hands
Truth be told I've just been terribly bored lately
I need something new

I need a woman too